2 days ago baptized self.
Today saw woman crying for me in AA meeting. Felt nothing. Nothing. Nothing.
I am finally no longer human. Divorced.
I am a god. It's over. Over. Over.
Try me. There's nothing here.
You think I feel self-pity? I feel nothing. Tell your fat little queer friend, your barista, your giggly dipshit.
I'm the nicest person in the world. I'm sober, I don't steal, I don't talk shit, fuck I don't even talk.
Lara.
